this ghost is still alive

dedicated to yukio okumura.


cover of this playlist featuring okumura yukio from ao no exorcist

cold comfort is waiting somewhere

ichiko aoba
fuwarin
sufjan stevens
the only thing
gregory and the hawk
kill the turkey
mother mother
dread in my heart
soccer mommy
royal screw up
rilo kiley
paint's peeling
the delgados
never look at the sun
kinoko teikoku
taikutsu shinogi
car seat headrest
devil moon
nicole dollanganger
poacher's pride
lyric snippets
fuwarin

let me reveal your secret:
the face beneath your mask is terrifying
show it to everyone for me

the only thing

should i tear my eyes out now?
everything i see returns to you, somehow
should i tear my heart out now?
everything i feel returns to you, somehow
i want to save you from your sorrow

kill the turkey

kiss the clever one who said
you made your bed
now lie in it, die in it
kiss the shit, that hit the fan
when you went and killed
another man

dread in my heart

there’s a devil in my brain with a pitchfork and a flame
yeah, he likes to poke around and he likes to tell me things
and whenever i begin to feel like i might be deranged
i remember there’s a little shitty devil in my brain

royal screw up

and i want an answer
to all my problems
there's not an answer
i am the problem for me now and always
i will break my own bones

paint's peeling

and i feel nothing, not sane
it's a hard day for dreaming again
i'm not going back to the assholes that made me
and the perfect display of random acts of hopelessness
i wish i could stay here
but i think we're all ready, i think we're all ready

never look at the sun

once you're found
no longer gagged and bound
whisper to me "i think i'm free"
and the world will turn round

taikutsu shinogi

sleepless, growing late,
i listen to your breath,
carrying words i can’t forgive,
and thoughts i can’t handle,
that will eventually thin,
and surely be forgotten.
but i’ll occasionally remember,
and ask you;
is there really any deeper happiness,
than hate itself?

devil moon

i am a thief of unimportant things
i am a cheat and i can’t do anything to stop myself
i have no code, there is no road i’m traveling down
there’s only footprints leading away from the windowsill

poacher's pride

and i know one day hell will catch up with me
and i'm sure that i will burn eternally
one day it will come to claim its pound of flesh
when it's done, there won't be anything left